Posted by pkoopman on 3/13/2015 5:16:00 PM (view original):
I also applaud the honesty here.
In my former life coaching HS debate, I ran into this personality trait a lot. A lot of people get mislabeled as "competitive" or "overly competitive" as kids, but as others have noted, that's not quite right. An extreme aversion to losing is not what we mean by "competitive"; though many competitive people do hate to lose. You're "competitive" when you love to compete; flipping out when you lose is something else. It's not really fear, either. It's more like a lack of empathy. That sounds like an overly psychological term, and I'm certainly not qualified to diagnose anyone on the internet. But I really just mean that for some people, it's really difficult to imagine what is going on in the opponents head during a competitive situation. It's hard for them to "put the shoe on the other foot" and see any kind of loss as legitimate. Again, I am not diagnosing anyone, but this does tend to pop up a lot with people who show up on the autism scale, like Asperger's Syndrome. Anyway, it probably has nothing to do with fear or maturity - it really can be as simple as a personality difference.
Of course, it will be important for those types to be as self-aware as possible to avoid serious problems in their personal relationships. Family card games, for example, may not be a good idea.
I'm actually overly empathetic. Seriously, I'm not kidding, I"m always trying to view things from the other person's point of view.
That's why I enjoy destroying the computer on a video game or the SimAI on here - they don't have feelings, so I don't need to fee badly about beating them or worry about how they viewed the game.
It's important to note that I'm only this way when it comes to games such as this one. I probably didn't mention it before, and that may be a big oversight, but your post about family card games put it forefront in my mind.
Specifically, I can play a family card game and not care if I win or lose or tie or whatever. I'm only in it for the fun of goofing around and playing a game together.
The difference is that when I play a sports video game (or an online simulation equivalent such as HD), I am ONLY out for the wins. I get no joy from anything other than victory here.
I'm also this way when I play sports in real life.
I was a semi-pro bowler for a few years. I say semi-pro and not actual pro in deference to those who are real pros, because whenever I played on tour against a real pro, I almost always lost (though it felt really good when I did get a win, usually because they got unlucky somehow).
To be fair to myself and to them, the reason I usually lost is because real bowling pros can adjust to lane conditions far better than those of us who are wanna-bes and play the same conditions in leagues week after week. Anyway I hated losing there too. It was frustrating, and it was far more fun to be one of the best bowlers in league play than to be just about the worst bowler at pro events.
So you see, it's all about what you find fun. It was educational and an experience to get my *** handed to me by a real professional bowler, but it wasn't fun. It was much more fun to win regularly in league. Someone else may have found it to be more fun to be challenged by the pros all the time, and that's okay too, but it wasn't for me.
To each their own. Just don't judge me because my fun is in winning and yours is in the challenge, or whatever it may be.
3/13/2015 6:50 PM (edited)