Posted by topdogggbm on 11/1/2022 3:18:00 PM (view original):
Thank you for your comment JC14 and very well said. If that’s the big whopper, cool. But I think if someone decided to do that once or twice, cool. But it gets slimy when someone has 24 scholarships open on cycle 5.
As one user said in the discord, bending rules is one thing. Breaking them, stomping them into the ground, is another. (I’m only referring to Swenske at this point. I only know what YOU just mentioned regarding the others)
It’s super sad to me that almost the entire conference that I’ve rep’d as maybe THE best in the game, has now entered the steroid era of HD. Based off your list of names. It’s basically the whole conference of legends that I just mentioned, and also said I wasn’t pointing at them. Now they’re being pointed at unfortunately
(I wanna add that I love Barry Bonds and other steroid players. So I’m just seeing it for what it is. No porch forks. Just a crappy situation)
my friend, you are now where i was 10 years ago. an anti-cheating crusader who was somewhat crushed to find out the true nature of my reality. i'd never really stopped to consider the minds of those cheating. if it was as black and white to them as it was to me. if they'd even considered it as i had. i assumed the nameless abusers were raw cheaters without hope of redemption, just like you. it crushed me to find out how many of them i respected - veterans, conference mates, friends. i could barely continue playing this game. but talking to them opened my mind. it tooks months, years, but it opened my mind.
if you actually take the time to talk to those involved, i think you'll be glad you did. talk to those who until a couple hours ago, you respected. speak to them of your disappointment, and hear their stories in turn.
this is not me conding cheaters, or being ok with cheating existing in this game. by actions, i am probably the anti-cheating groups #1 ally in this game. i have to imagine i have submitted more proven recruiting expoits, serious ones, than everyone else in this thread put together. i even stuck around for the 3.0 beta, retired, just to put in hours breaking the new recruiting scheme, to do my part to keep you guys safe. the entire system of real time recruiting was hopelessly broken, and i got the entire thing removed. that was my crucade - a crucade i fought and won with just a few polite exchanges, without a single public thread, without invoking the wrath of the HD twitterati, without threats or rudeness.
how then do we get to a point where you are labelling me a cheating apologist? i think my actions speak louder than my words, but i'll admit, my words are highly imperfect. i speak too long, and poorly, and my words lack clarity. but you my friend, my friend who labels me a cheating apologist, need to open your mind. my hope for a long-term perspective on cheating, to treat our battle as a marathon instead of a sprint, and my hope for the damned, that they may yet be redeemed and may one day walk among us as allies... they are not the hopes of a naive fool. nor the rationalizations of a cheating apologist. they are the hopes of a man who long ago walked your path and who learned a great deal upon the journey.
11/1/2022 4:55 PM (edited)