Posted by bds9992 on 8/12/2020 8:04:00 PM (view original):
Guys, I just want to say it really takes a lot of discipline not to lash out every time one of you mocks me. I can take it for a while - years, even - but after a while I start to want to say something.
I'm getting there. I can explain my teams to you about 20 different ways. I have crunched all of the numbers for all five teams, and I will also say that I have considered numbers most of you haven't. You can deny that if you want to.
The more shots are taken at me, the more my restraint is depleted. I'm this close to going berserk, especially on ash. I have been super, super relaxed for a while, but the disrespect is really starting to **** me off. I'm sorry I ever said anything nice about any of my teams ever. Five more seconds and I will start eviscerating people.
Leave me alone for a while, all right?
No.
You bring it on yourself. You can't instigate conversation and then get mad when you get it. I think most people don't understand that you even are really that upset about it - I mean, look at the Game of Zones that you not only okayed but even helped write... Right or wrong, when someone is self-deprecating, it's like everyone is in on the joke. Almost everything said is either mild teasing/all in good fun or sincere advice that you just are too headstrong to accept or say, at least, "Hey, **** y'all, I'm going to show you you're wrong" and then proceed to show us we are wrong.
I've stayed out of it for the most part in this league, so I'm not even sure why I'm suddenly being brought into this, but if you don't want feedback or to read my comments, you can block them. I don't want to read your 10-page sitemails arguing with me about **** that either you can't (or at least never, ever have) backed up or that I don't give a **** about the next day, so I blocked you. Saved me a lot of trouble. I suggest you do the same if people's comments bother you. Cheeks wasn't a great pick, but it wasn't terrible. Westbrook was terrible. Disagree? Prove me wrong. But when I say prove me wrong, I mean "on the court" not in a dissertation full of numbers and hypothetical arguments, because until you win with it, you've proved nothing. Myself, I've proved nothing in this format thus far so you should take anything and everything I say about it with very little seriousness.
Except this. I'm right in this. Like some of the other people have mentioned, I've actually always liked you and am rooting for you. I was rooting for you to do well in this league. I still am. I still believe you can.
