I actually do believe your intentions were not malicious, that in your own twisted way you were trying to make a point.
But seeing that you did what you did, I would not feel 100% comfortable that given another perfect storm of circumstances, that you wouldn't do it (or something similarly as damaging) again. To try to prove another point. As a commish, that's just not a chance I would want to take. And I'm not sure why any other commish, knowing the facts, would want to take that chance either. Especially in a new world that's going to be under scrutiny.