All right, in all seriousness, because you know I’m not reading any of that:
I tried to make nice with you. I also tried to make nice with robusk. None of this - absolutely none of it - was directed at you. I wouldn’t talk to you in my worst nightmares at this point, I have absolutely no desire to react to anything you say or do. Why react to a conversation I was having with other people? I don’t know, but I’m sorry for wanting to come for you again, and absolutely everything I have ever said to you. We bring it out of each other. Like I said in the SM, oil and water.
Here’s what I recommend: put on some Neil Young. Then switch over to Bob Dylan, maybe Joan Baez, then Slum Village. After that, remind yourself that nothing matters. We are but specks of dust in a universe that will make absolutely no mention of us or what we said or did here today. Ashes to ashes, dust to dust. Everything is cyclical. It’s all good.
If you start to flare up again - because, as you said, you’re a ticking time bomb, just like me - watch Rick and Morty, Jim Carrey, Robin Williams, or something goofy like that. Then just doze off and get ready for work. Maybe take a melatonin or something.
That’s what I would do. We all come into this world differently. We’re all deserving of consideration. I can do that for you, OK? Whatever you say, I will never, ever respond. I liked you, I kind of still do, I like everyone initially and caring does not stop just because I said so. But, obviously, this isn’t going to work, so, I wish you well. Be easy - Brian