that day was surreal for sure. i lived in northern jersey at the time, a sophmore in high school. listening to the radio secretly during class was the "cool" thing to do, for many kids, so we started hearing the news within minutes of it happening. the school was in chaos, half the kids had fathers or mothers or uncles with connections to new york. those that didn't were comforting the crying girls who did, and cell phones would simply not work, the towers were flooded. it was hours before people could get word that their loved ones were ok, and not everybody was so lucky. my little 2 square mile town lost six people alone, the 5 mile town next to us 9, another border town 8... it seemed every town within 10 miles, from the one with our favorite movie theatre, to the mall we'd go to, lost at least 5 people. it was very sad. i will never forget later that day, our family climbed atop the tallest hill in the small area, and except on the darkest of days, you could very clearly see the new york skyline. it was a sight we all new and loved, we all knew exactly where the towers stood. but instead, you could see the smoke rising, for days, five times taller than any building and stretching out over the sky at least a hundred miles. the island of manhattan was dwarfed by the size of the smoke cloud. we went to see the wreckage the next day, the tallest bit was still 16 stories high. it was unbelievable.
it is truly a terrible thing to take out anger against a state or religious group on the civilian population. the saddest part of it all is knowing how bad 9/11 was, there have been SO many incidents not so close to home, where instead of thousands, tens or hundreds of thousands, or even millions of civilians have paid the price for the same general reasons. the incidents are too numerous to count. i just hope that now that it hits so close to home for all americans, we never again make the mistakes like those made in rwanda, where 800 thousand were slaughtered, many of whom were killed before america was willing to step in. as bad as 9/11 was for us, imagine how bad it was for those people... hundreds of thousands killed primarily by machete, woman and children alike. its not like we were being forced to go up against nazi germany, and forced to consider the prospect of defeat before we got involved. it is easy to forget the suffering inflicted by these acts when we are not personally involved... but we must not forget the pain of 9/11, and we must not forgo those who are not lucky enough to live in a country where the world's strongest military stands ready to defend us, and make those who attack us pay for their crimes.