I am in the hospital now, and things weren't (aren't) anywhere nearly as bad as I was led to believe the side effects might be. I was given two "lethal" doses of chemo, and my stem cells were re-introduced this AM. I am feeling a bit nauseous and gassy, but otherwise, no worse than one might feel after a night of heavy drinking. I will admit I was frightened of what I might have to go thru, but it has been much easier than I was prepared for. Thanks again to all of you, for your well wishes prayers, gifts, and friendship. It really means, and meant, a lot.