when I lose and get ****** its when I DID gameplan - when I tried my best, did what I thought works under the SIM
when I am distracted and dont have a chance to look at my teams that day and I lose a game that was winnable, should have been won, I blame myself
but thats me, I'm driven that way - it's okay to fail to adjust and lose, and it's okay to want to play the game that way - and it's okay to complain about losing when you didnt try your best - whatever works for you